December 28th, 2012 - Friday - Magus Trickster

December 28th, 2012 - Friday - Magus Trickster - The mad monkey comes to us this Friday to tell us something special: A warning:  Things are not as they seem.  There is deception in the air.  You will be lied to, or  you will lie to yourself, today.  It's a great card, so clear.  Today you need to look for the lie, and be careful.  All that glitters is not gold.  If it seems too good to be true... yes, today you have been wonderful warned.  Watch.  All day.

December 27th, 2012 - Thursday - Princess of Disks

December 27th, 2012 - Thursday - Princess of Disks - Going from the Moon into the Princess of Disks... this card is about pregnancy and birth... so we had to face our fears yesterday, and pass through that final gate, the gateless gate, and here we are today giving birth to something new.  New stuff is happening today... it might be small, it might be big, but it's change for you and leading into something new.  Be calm in that center and allow the change to wash over you and let the process of change do it's work . Don't fight it.  That's the message today.  When the weird creature you are giving birth to today appears, let it do it's thing.

December 26th, 2012 - Wednesday - The Moon

December 26th, 2012 - Wednesday - The Moon - Interesting card the day after Christmas.  The Moon.  The final gate.  The tests have all been passed but... you aren't home yet.  No one really is.  The Star was yesterday's card, and ironically enough, after hope comes the Moon directly in sequence.  Illusion and Deception.  What is this telling us?  Did we fool ourselves with our Christmas hopes?  As I wrote about the hope for yesterday's card I felt what hope is about.  Unfortunately hope is usually a 'gear' in the cog against fear.  We usually hope for things because we fear not having them.  It's a bit of a negative take on hope, but if you have pure faith and knowledge you would have no use for hope, would you?  Regardless, this card today is telling us to look past our fears.  It's like the answer is right in front of us.  Does anyone remember the second Indiana Jones movie?  Temple of Doom?  There is a scene where Indy and Shortround are in a chamber getting crushed by the slowly lowering ceiling.  Outside is the ditzy blond chick who can save them.  No problem, all she has to do is pull a lever.  Nothing else.  Just pull it.  Indy is screaming for her to pull it.  But... the lever is covered in bugs.  She's afraid of bugs.  Okay, she's TERRIFIED of bugs.  So to do what she needs to do, which is right in front of her, she has to pass through her fears and touch those bugs. Simple, right? Except she's TERRIFIED of those bugs.  Can't emphasize it enough.  And that is what the Moon is about.  Those damn bugs that terrify you.  And hope... damn... bad  news, isn't going to cut it.  You can't hope those bugs away.  You got to reach in and grab the lever and pull it.  Ah... but don't forget the Moon is water, and feminine change is what's it all about, so your fears are going to rotate and crop up like a plague.  Pass one and you find another layer.  The many layered onion of fears that we call a human. Personally, this card is a stumper.  It's telling you that the lever or the door is right in front of you, but you don't see it because of the bugs.  And so often I don't see that damn door even though I know it's there.  I don't even see the fears!  The fears are hidden in deception and illusion as much as the door.  This is one of those solo cards, it's you alone out there... facing your door, IF you can even see it.  The feminine is HUGE, it's the entire universe, and it's going to win in the end... it's going to kill you.  So that's ALWAYS the door through this card. Your death.  SHE is going to win.  She's going to murder you.   No escaping her chomping bitch jaws.  BUT... that's how you beat her.  You accept it, you see it, you become home with death.  You put death in your back pocket, or, you keep the bony bastard right on your shoulder and walk around with him today.  So the door is death, and the illusion masks your fear of it.  This card can make you feel insane.  Like you are no longer you.  Like you are not even real.... there is something special down there in the void of your soul.  But THAT is what we are afraid of, over and over again.

December, 25th, 2012 - Tuesday - The Star

December, 25th, 2012 - Tuesday - The Star - The perfect card for Christmas, a day when despite anything else that happens, deep in our hearts, we turn towards hope for something.  Whatever that may be., we feel it out there and believe it can happen.

December 24th, 2012 - Monday - Knight of Wands

December 24th, 2012 - Monday - Knight of Wands - It is a FIERY day today... the great warrior of the earth is surrounded by the Mighty Queen of Wands, and the Ace of Wands.  Energy... and look at this fellow grounded and watching the sun rise.  Mmmm.... He's got control of things, wouldn't you say?  He's got power, ease, and the world is fiery around him and... he's got it.  So do you.  Today. You GOT IT.

December 23rd, 2012 - Sunday - Peace

December 22nd, 2012 - Saturday - Happiness

December 21st, 2012 - Friday - Ace of Wands

December 20th, 2012 - Thursday - Truce

December 19th, 2012 - Wednesday - Art

December 18th, Tuesday - 2012 - Defeat

December 17th, 2012 - Monday - Sorrow

December 17th, 2012 - Monday - Sorrow - Reversed, the 3 of SWORDS - This card tells us we are afraid to be alone today.  That feels like an 'odd' energy to me.  There is grief to be felt, and the universe will engineer delays so you can have time to heal by feeling your grief.  Hm... what an interesting card.  

December 16th, 2012 - Sunday - Prince of Wands

December 16th, 2012 - Prince of Wands - Slow down and look before you leap.  Which is a crazy ass card to get AFTER the Fool.  The Fool says you have leapt, and now this card says look BEFORE you leap.  I already leaped . WTF?  Something new to be careful of and since I'm filling in from behind I don't know what it was I was suppose to be slow about.  Ah... thinking about it, I realize it's about some aspect of my relationship with my wife!  :)

December 15th, 2012 - Saturday - The Fool

December 15th, 2012 - Saturday - The Fool - Starting something new and grand... and we did... we got a new Dog!  :)

December 14th, 2012 - Friday - Swiftness

December 14th, 2012 - Friday - Swiftness - Back home from Santa Monica and there are issues to be dealt with.  I think this was mostly the hustle and bustle of travel and coming home.

December 13th, 2012 - Thursday - Princess of Disks

December 13th, 2012 - Thursday - Princess of Disks - Ah... three days with David Deida and Michaela Boehm and you are ready to give birth to something.  You are full of life.  Creation of something new is at hand!

December 12th, 2012 - Wednesday - Prince of Swords

December 12th, 2012 - Wednesday - Prince of Swords - Erratic and unpredictable.  Over analyzing things can lead to trouble.  It will succeed as long as you get out of the way.

December 11th, 2012 - Tuesday - Success

First night in Santa Monica with David Deida and Michaela  Boehm! And it WAS a Success!

December 10th, 2012 - Monday - Princess of Wands

December 9th 2012 - Sunday - Truce

December 8th, 2012 - Saturday - The Devil

December 7th, 2012 - Friday - Power

December 7th, 2012 - Friday - Power - Strange card for a Friday... hmmm... yes?  I think of Friday as a day to relax and let go... but there is a lot of POWER in the air lately.  A lot of Ego Death... a lot of Ego Gratification... a lot of EVERYTHING.  Power on a Friday.  Why not?  Open and love into the Power.  Be powerful... love it... and do it with such an open heart that the death that flows through you and is coming to get you is an asset not a liability.  Death is perched on my shoulder, the bony bastard.  And he's enjoying this power trip. Hmmm.... LOVE with all the POWER you possess... yes?

December 6th, 2012 - Thursday - Satiety

December 6th, 2012 - Thursday - Satiety - Following the emotions on your quest yesterday is going to lead to long term success.  Wow.  The last two cards are a strong indicator to trust your feelings and begin your journey, your spiritual quest!

December 5th, 2012 - Wednesday - Knight of Cups

December 5th, 2012 - Wednesday - Knight of Cups - Allow your emotions to lead you on a spiritual quest today.  Today.. .the emotions are speaking true.

December 4th, 2012 - Tuesday - Ace of Wands

December 4th, 2012 - Tuesday - Ace of Wands - Here comes some ENERGY to help you start something new.... use this energy today to tear down your old walls and cut another chunk of waste out of your life.  The less you carry the more free you are to give your gifts today...

December 3rd, 2012 - Monday - Art

December 3rd, 2012 - Monday - Art - Connect to your current higher context,  your purpose, and find strength in it to offer something to the world.  Give from your 'doing' today.

December 2nd, 2012 - Sunday - The Tower

December 2nd, 2012 - Sunday - The Tower - Hope followed by a simple tearing down and letting go...

December 1st, 2012 - Saturday - The Star

December 1st, 2012 - Saturday - The Star

November 30th, 2012 - Friday - Truce

November 30th, 2012 - Friday - Truce - So Friday brings balance... but it's tentative.  You  need to follow through with your decisions to bring the truce into permanent harmony.

November 29th, 2012 - Thursday - Prudence

November 29th, 2012 - Thursday - Prudence - Patience...

November 28th, 2012 - Wednesday - Science

November 28th, 2012 - Wednesday - Science - You don't often hear me say this... but today is a good day to stay in your HEAD!  In the swirl of emotions... we get this magnificent card!  SCIENCE.  The mind.  Clarity is come and your skills are going to pay off: New knowledge may come, new skills, and all in a flow of clear mental focus.  Think today.  Learn to think better.  Think about thinking.

November 27th, 2012 - Tuesday - Entrepreneur

November 27th, 2012 - Tuesday - Entrepreneur - Work out today.  Breath deeper.  Work on communicating with others better (yeah... for me that's a lifetime job!) And then go deeper and look into the magic of the world.  Where are the hidden things?  The connections?  Learning skills and communication are basic foundations before you go diving into the unknown realms of enlightenment. New beginnings today.

November 26th, 2012 - Monday - Queen of Wands

November 26th, 2012 - Monday - Queen of Wands - Today is the day to worship, to serve, to offer to the Goddess.  Not that limp goddess of the new age cults, I'm talking about the GODDESS.  The UNIVERSE. All that is.  The great SHE.  The divine devil of the FEMININE.  She IS this universe and she demands your attention today.  SEE HER. In every woman you meet today, SEE the FEMININE DEMON GODDESS in her.  Worship the demon goddess.  The great Ma.  Serve her.  Make every move you make today... a dedicatory prayer to her...  This is the life force that will KILL you someday.  Pay homage to her with every single flutter of your eyelashes.  FEEL her at all times.  She is TERRIFYING. But wonderful.  However she appears to you today... SEE her and playfully with moment by moment devotion... HONOR her...

November 25th, 2012 - Sunday - Abundance

November 25th, 2012 - Sunday - Abundance - A day of love... feeling into the room and then outside the room... see how far you can expand your awareness of love's limitless boundaries.  See how far you can breath out further further further into oneness.  Give you limit today, as love.

November 24th, 2012 - Saturday - Lust

November 24th, 2012 - Saturday - Lust - Your passions are powerful... and yet our society shuts them down on almost every level.   Entire religions are designed around suffocating the passionate energy... they see it as dangerous... and it IS.  That's the truth.  It really is.  But going THROUGH it and opening is the way to conquer your passions, not shutting down and pretending they don't exist.  Fear of opening, whether to love or hate, is constricting you today.

November 23rd, 2012 - Friday - Debauch

November 23rd, 2012 - Friday - Debauch - Day after Thanksgiving we go into primal debauchery... yeah that means if you are out shopping today... you have lost your mind.  This is an illusion of need and hunger.

November 21st, 2012 - Wednesday - Love

November 21st, 2012 - Wednesday - Love

November, 22nd 2012 - Thursday - Success

November, 22nd 2012 - Thursday - Success - A great card for a special day.

November 20th, 2012 - Tuesday - Wealth

November 20th, 2012 - Tuesday - Wealth - Be careful with your money and your money decisions today . That's all... just a general warning that money is flowing but you need to be careful and make good decisions around it today.  Take a second look at what you are doing.

November 19th, 2012 - Monday - Hierophant

November 19th, 2012 - Monday - Hierophant - Back to the old world, back to the old ways of ritual and regularity... Hm...

November 18th, 2012 - Sunday - The Tower

November 18th, 2012 - Sunday - The Tower - Well... crisis... old structures are finally breaking down.  It's time.  Time to tear away the old to make way for the new.  The tower is leaning, leaning, leaning... and today it is falling.

November 17th, 2012 - Saturday - Magus Entrepreneur

November 17th, 2012 - Saturday - Magus Entrepreneur - Upside down this tells us we are being deceived . We are being fooled.  People around us are out for themselves, and we are not trusting ourselves.  We have our own magic power, or own path... we don't need what they have.  Here are four lines from the Nightwish song, The Crow, The Owl and The Dove:

A dove came to me, had no fear
It rested on my arm
I touched its calm, envied its love
But needed nothing it had

The basic point of this card reversed today tells us this:  There are magicians out there... but you don't need them.  YOU are the Magician. I'm the Magician.  Looking to others today is going to get you fooled, lied to, and manipulated.  Not the least of which is by yourself.

November 16th, 2012 - Friday - Prince of Disks

November 15th, 2012 - Thursday - Swiftness

November 14th, 2012 - Wednesday - Lovers

November 14th, 2012 - Wednesday - Lovers - Enter the new world duality... the universe has brought you a new love... There is a new enticement here... but you aren't looking deep enough.  Are you reading this? You know who you are.  You aren't looking deep enough into the SHADOW.  There is a shadow with your new love and what you think is perfect is flawed.  See beyond the surface needs you are getting out of this.  There is something deeper out there that you are missing out on.

November 13th, 2012 - Tuesday - Disappointment

November 13th, 2012 - Tuesday - Disappointment - So... how did that war go yesterday? The war for DOMINION.  Today I'm telling you that despite the outcome, you got some disappointment about it.  And it's okay.  Your ego is layered deep, and even though you may have surrendered, and you feel grateful, and open, there is still another egoic layer down there.  And what we want to do today is SEE IT and FEEL IT. I would even MOVE with it.  Dance with your disappointment.  It's there.  Open to it.  This is the crazy ass path to freedom.

November 12th, 2012 - Monday - Dominion

November 12th, 2012 - Monday - Dominion - War is brewing within you and the one sure way to take care of this and make sure your dualistic battle isn't lost is to MOVE.  Hike, dance, hit a pillow, whatever.  MOVE.  Move your BODY so energy can move freely and you can THINK clearly. MOVE.

November 11th, 2012 - Sunday - Prudence

November 10th, 2012 - Saturday - Oppression