Monday, December 30, 2013

December 30th, 2013 - Monday - Change


December 30th, 2013 - Monday - Change - December 30th, 2013 - Monday - Changity change change.... Masculine and Feminine tussle but that's a distraction. Your doorway is closing. Time to ride the tiger. Get on. And go through the closing gate. All indications say today is the day. NOW is the time. You got a window, dive through it. Headlong. Don't wait. Don't think. Whatever you do... don't think.


Pass through that doorway to the stars:





December 29th, 2013 - Sunday - Valour


December 29th, 2013 - Sunday - Valour - It's Sunday... the war goes well... but you are tired.  Keep up the faith and keep battling.   But make sure you take time to rest and enjoy the spoils of your victory.

Saturday, December 28, 2013

December 28th, 2013 - Saturday - Prudence


December 28th, 2013 - Saturday - Prudence - Ah... be patient today.  Manifest patience in your consciousness.  Pretty simple... patience, prudence, breathing.

Friday, December 27, 2013

December 27th, 2013 - Friday - Hierophant


December 27th, 2013 - Friday - Hierophant - Back to the grind for one day, before the weekend.  Culture calls you back.

December 26th, 2013 - Thursday - The Star


December 26th, 2013 - Thursday - The Star - A beautiful day of hope!

December 25th, 2013 - Wednesday - Pleasure


December 25th, 2013 - Wednesday - Pleasure - Merry Christmas!  Don't overdose on pleasure today!

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

December 24th, 2013 - Tuesday - Pleasure


December 24th, 2013 - Tuesday - Pleasure - Good morning!  December 24th is always one of my favorite days, the anticipation of the whole season just flows me through me to a peak tonight.  I'll listen to the Little Drummer Boy, and I'll remember my Mother, singing Silent Night.  Meanwhile... we get the pleasure card... and why not?  A little healing in the flow of emotions says you are in a good place today, and you can ask for what you want.  How many of you want something... but aren't sure if you want to ask for it? Sometimes it's just plain hard to ask for things.  So many issues, layers of crap.  But... letting go of all that today we can feel that calm sensual flow inside us and we can say, hey... I want... I want.... I want.... And it's all good.  On the day before Christmas I hope you find some time to relax into this offering and get a little of what you want today.  

Monday, December 23, 2013

December 23rd, 2013 - Monday - The Star


December 23rd, 2013 - Monday - The Star - Feeling Hopeless? Right before Christmas that might be a tough emotion to endure... but the open your heart, allow the hopelessness to seep in and through you.  Then remember... out of your head, into your heart... there is always hope.  Just hold on a little longer.

Sunday, December 22, 2013

December 22nd, 2013 - Sunday - Strife


December 22nd, 2013 - Sunday - Strife - A day of strife.  The universe had some fun with power issues yesterday, and it's just telling you today that there will be a push and pull. It's all good, because what results from this strife will be good solutions to problems. You'll get through it better, stronger, and more secure.

Saturday, December 21, 2013

December 21st, 2013 - Saturday - Power


December 21st, 2013 - Saturday - Power - The magical twists of today lead to ultimate surrender and opening.  Try something novel today, try letting go of the tiller, and let go of your power.  You have it... you are a benevolent dictator... but today give it all up in a ritual of surrender.

Friday, December 20, 2013

December 20th, 2013 - Friday - Victory


December 20th, 2013 - Friday - Victory - Every day is a bump from the universe, God, the Lord, the Lady, whatever you want to call the divine is right here.  The degree to which you surrender and move in the direction of the bump is the degree to which you succeed.  Sure, some bumps are into obstacles, and that is what is going to happen today.  Warriors battle and achieve victory.  Sweeter because of the challenge.  Balance... Love... Breakthrough... And by tonight when you bed down don't forget to celebrate this little victory... toast the divine and feel the gratitude... optimism and new possibilities abound.  Let the bump hit you into the challenge, and bring your A game in the energy department.  

Thursday, December 19, 2013

December 19th, 2013 - Thursday - Ace of Cups


December 19th, 2013 - Thursday - Ace of Cups - A new, emotional union with something or someone is in the space of your field today... but true fulfillment of the river's journey is a voyage of self and self alone.  In the end love dissolves us.  The pursuit of love to obtain something or someone is to leave the river and walk the desert of the obscene.  

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

December 18th, 2013 - Wednesday - The Tower


December 18th, 2013 - Wednesday - The Tower - Out with the old, in with something new, reborn, out of the ashes, burn it all down to the ground, and see what is left.  Towers tumble, fall, wreckage ensues.  War is declared.  Battles come down.  The phoenix rises from the ashes.  Your life is a series of constructs.  Earthquakes of the soul bring them down and reveal the truth underneath all the activity. Let.... it... happen.... don't resist...

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

December 17th, 2013 - Tuesday - Power


December 17th, 2013 - Tuesday - Power - This card is telling us that today we might be a bit full of ourselves... that our ego might be getting out of control.   You might think you know all the facts, that you know what is what, and that you are going to impose your will on someone... But the card is telling you today that this isn't correct.  You are in reaction and using your power to get what you want without considering what others are really feeling.    You feel so strong in your position, so deep down core this is the way it is... but not today.  You are wrong.  Your reaction is causing more harm than good.   Slow down with this juggernaut of powerful reaction.

December 16th, 2013 - Monday - Satiety


December 16th, 2013 - Monday - Satiety

December 15th, 2013 - Sunday - Science

December 15th, 2013 - Sunday - Science - Learning new things...

December 14th, 2013 - Saturday - Knight of Disks


December 14th, 2013 - Saturday - Knight of Disks

Friday, December 13, 2013

December 13th, 2013 - Friday - Ace of Cups


December 13th, 2013 - Friday - Ace of Cups - Sorrow followed by love, because your heart was cracked open yesterday.

December 12th, 2013 - Thursday - Sorrow


December 12th, 2013 - Thursday - Sorrow - Yesterday was a great day, but it was weird, because it was so filled with grief and sorrow.  Nothing wrong with that, but damn it was piercing.  I kept opening to it and it would hit me this way or that.  I  kept wondering if it was something in particular, but by the end of the day it was just more about opening to pain, grief, loss, and suffering in general than any specific horror.  

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

December 11th, 2013 - Wednesday - The Priestess


December 11th, 2013 - Wednesday - The Priestess - The simple magic and flow of the divine feminine courses through you today... stop and pause and listen... open, breath... and keep listening.  She's whispering to your soul a secret message.

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

December 10th, 2013 - Tuesday - The Emperor


December 10th, 2013 - Tuesday - The Emperor - The masculine rises to the challenge inside you.  Holiday times might seem to be the domain of the feminine flow and open love, with family hearth and home, but the masculine structure is needed to evoke the proper emotions.  Be a good God-King-Emperor today.  Evoke from the deepest archetypal roots your own deity of KING.  

Monday, December 9, 2013

December 9th, 2013 - Monday - Ace of Cups



December 9th, 2013 - Monday - Ace of Cups - The magicians of old opened to the feminine magicks and allowed emotion to be an equal source of power driving to the ONE.  Handled incorrectly, new love is naive and dangerous, especially to your own expectations, but handled as a river of magic to tap for your focused creations and gifts... without the naiveté.  When your heart feels that lurch, it's great, it's a cool feeling, but we are going to avoid the old pattern of getting caught in the lurch, expecting it to last forever.  Consider this new love in a totally different light, like a cool, calm, spark of energy that you can then ride on till you decide to get off and travel elsewhere.  Just own it instead of be owned by it.  And yes, you do that by surrendering to it, but with awareness of what it is, you won't fantasize and expand it into an illusion.  Instead you'll see it for what it is, enjoy the ride, and smile as you move on.

December 8th, 2013 - Sunday - Peace


December 8th, 2013 - Sunday - Peace - Peace is peace... but this is such a dualistic mental negotiated peace that it hurts... it's not real... not from the heart.  I'm not trying to get mushy on you all, you know me well enough... but this isn't about being mushy, it's about realizing the peace was very mentally created, and those don't tend to last.  Statistics lie... remember?  But hey... sometimes peace is peace!  I'll take it...!  It just won't last.

Saturday, December 7, 2013

December 7th, 2013 - Saturday - Completion


December 7th, 2013 - Saturday - Completion - Thy lady love dances with the Lord of Red Hosts.  Come love, come war, come life, come death.  Is there no peace between the faces of red and green?  I hope, as I sit atop the world, conqueror of myself, that the last grey threads remaining can be plucked from the tapestry and the color can be complete.  Pluck, pull, rip, then resew.  Who do you need? A friend, a lover, an enemy, a hellcat who you don't trust, still... they hold the key.  Ask for help today as you whiplash back and forth between the poles.  You are SO close to it... can you taste the sweet delicious extreme?  It's right there... oh but you are going to to have to ask the planets for help.  Ritual!  Go into it deeper and let the ram and the lover run free.

Friday, December 6, 2013

December 6th, 2013 - Friday - Queen of Wands


December 6th, 2013 - Friday - Queen of Wands - Our Lady of steam returns to grace us with her power.  And maybe her temper?  And maybe her indignation?  Did you unwittingly insult her?  Stand up to this power, and face it head on, declare your case without reaction and you have a chance, but don’t go starting any wars with this lady.  She doesn’t understand the word LOSE.  Or maybe it’s you who was insulted, and you are damn well ready to lay waste to some poor fool who crossed you.  That could be fun… but it will probably be sloppy and artless.  Can you turn your wrath into humor?  Not really a Leo’s style, so try turning it into a dance, a growling purr, perhaps a bountiful hunt.  Someone out there wants to be hunted… I’m sure of it!

Thursday, December 5, 2013

December 5th, 2013 - Thursday - Truce


December 5th, 2013 - Thursday - Truce - Ugg... I can feel this damn card today... there is a lack of balance.  An UCK feeling in my stomach.  I'm feeling okay in my head, but it's at odds with my grace and openness.  I want to overthink things today, and I need to return to the one... return to the open, the grace and smile of acceptance and magic. Yes. Can you feel it? THAT is it. The open is open, it's there, but the mind is trying to close it.  

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

December 4th, 2013 - Wednesday - Princes of Wands


December 4th, 2013 - Wednesday - Princes of Wands - Someone has gotten a little too excited... the enthusiasm has caused you to over commit on something. Your mouth is writing checks your ass can't cash.  You grabbed a big tiger there, and he's waking up and gonna do a dance on your head if you don't let go... don't ride THIS tiger without some help.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

December 3rd, 2013 - Tuesday - The Emperor


December 3rd, 2013 - Tuesday - The Emperor - A titanic struggle ensues today between your intuitive magical feminine side vs the get 'er done authoritative deep no-self masculine side.  There is a challenge here to find your own place to stand, and really find that confidence you have in your intuition and your structure.  Our masculine sides are so USEFUL... but sometimes what the masculine structure desire is in conflict with a strange, alien, out-world feminine goddess.  If you have surrendered to your deepest truth, it CAN fully be expressed in the masculine... you just have to find the river that flows through YOUR riverbanks.  Consider the authority and power of the river when flowing in the right direction! Stand up for what you believe in.  Ah... a challenging navigation to be sure.  Kind of exciting though, I can feel that.  There is joy in this challenge.  You already know deep down you can do this.  That's sweet.

December 2nd, 2013 - Monday - Ruin


I posted this yesterday on Facebook, but somehow it didn't get onto this blog!  I apologize to all inquisitive readers who were wondering what the hell was going on yesterday with such strong Ruin energy flowing through their day.  Here it is: (Followed by Today (Tuesday's post).  

December 2nd, 2013 - Monday - Ruin - The ruin on the mind... the parade of swords keeps going. Death of the ego is an insane journey. And you can't kill it. You can cut it off you... but then you got to wear it if you are going to ever interact with others. This card's swirl today is violent. You know when you push yourself to either edge of your limits you are going to suffer pain. If you have a gangrenous finger you have to cut it off... but it's still going to hurt like hell. Slice and dice though, can be it's own satisfaction. There are moments of high bliss on the journey. Ruin brings down the walls and reveals some empty space that can be scary as hell until you dip into it. Like going into an ice cold bath. Past the first plunge you can surrender and sink into the darkness. It's quite nice. Stay in your body today. Move. Move. Move. Think less. Write and draw and create from your guts. Take a knife, open your veins, and let all your genius spill out. Give your gift till you are dry and shriveled. You will survive. There is hope. Further. Further. Further.

Monday, December 2, 2013

December 1st, 2013 - Sunday - Death


December 1st, 2013 - Sunday - Death - Let's start the month off with a little ego death...so appropriate when you think of all the swords we've been dealing with, which is all about the ego mind.

November 30th, 2013 - Saturday - Prince of Swords


November 30th, 2013 - Saturday - Prince of Swords - The reign of the mind continues... swords swords swords... ug... get out and get moving again, because if you don't this mind thing you got going on is going to cause you to become cruel and bastardly.