September 10 - Knight of Disks

Well I got the Knight of Disks again. I told you I get this a lot. But this time I got it upside down which tells me: I am not doing what I need to get the job done. I am waiting for the world to hand it to me. Intimacy is getting lost. I could be sacrificing intimacy for security, but I'm not working for it either.

I think this has to do with my taxes and my accountant.

Maybe more. Let the angels speak through my body and soul. Be a good man, do what you need to do, and keep connected to your children and Jennie and your higher self (lower self).

September 09 - Change

This moment may not come again. Make a decision and jump or you will miss the opportunity. If you resist change the old reality will be forced to shift in a more painful way.

September 08, 2010 - Princess of Wands

I took the three day weekend off, but I'm back now. Yesterday's card was the Knight of Disks, which is such a solid card for a day. I tend to pull it often. This morning Jennie had a dream that the angels came and told us things we needed to do for our practice. But she couldn't clearly remember what these things were. So we pulled a card each this morning asking what it was the angels were trying to tell us.

I pulled the Princess of Wands: Take the Tiger by the tail. Allow your enthusiasm to create a forward momentum, to be fearless! Do what it takes to get the job done. Kind of an inspirtation go forward. I'm not fully getting it thought, or understanding what the Angels are trying to tell me.

Jennie pulled the Luxury card for the day, and then when asking about the Angels in her dream, she pulled the Indolence card. The Angels told her to SELF GENERATE an emotion. But the indolence tells her she is stuck, and needs to let go of her emotional heaviness and begin healing. So the angels are telling her to self generate emotions that will unstuck her and heal herself. Interesting. What emotions are those?

September 07, 2010 - Knight of Disks

Responsible. Going for your goals in a practical way.

September 03 - Adjustment

Today I may make a legal decision, but whatever I do, I need to made sure I am balanced, and consider the LONG TERM CONSEQUENCES. This probably has to do with upgrading the computer, but it may also have to do with talking with my Dad.

September 02 - Prince of Disks

Today I pulled the Prince of Disks, upside down: I need to let go of the past history that blocks me from allowing others into my more gentle side. Anger is bubbling up. Deal with it.

Today this tells me in simple terms that I need to continue my path of grounded, slow movement, and deal with the anger of my children, my own anger, and keep it moving slow. Just watching Jennie act differently around me because I am moving slower is amazing.

Remember to be flexible.

September 01 - Strength

I have the strength to continue. The energy is moving in my favor. This is a deep strength. It is bringing light to your shadow. Often our greatest strength is in our shadow. Anger can be VERY powerful. And when you bring light to it... well... then you have a powerful energy. Light combined into the strength of shadow creates clarity with your power. Think of it as a balance between the mind and spirit. When working together, there is a congruence, a deep strength. Strength comes from your willingness to take part in the process of life and death. Not being afraid, but engaging life fully.