This represents a breakdown coming that you are unwilling to see. It could be a health incident, car accident. Honestly evaluate where you are in denial in your life. Pride and ego may be trying to control you. (Well of course they are!) What are you most afraid to express TODAY. What would be the most embarrassing thing for you to experience? If you can stil lsurvive even if you had to face your worse fear adn others saw you at your worst moment then you can turn the Reversed Tower back in your favor.

Allow the old world to come crashing down... Let your ego die and die gloriously. Let it go away forever. DESTROY IT. So abiding non dual awareness and human adulthood can come out.