Tuesday, April 30, 2013

April 30th, 2013 - Tuesday - Ace of Wands


April 30th, 2013 - Tuesday - Ace of Wands - On this fine Tuesday in Utah the Aleister Crowley Tarot Deck gives us the Ace of Wands and from the color you can see right off that this is a fiery card full of energy.  It's really that simple.  This is a day about energy.  Feel... UP.  The sense of up into the universe, and you will feel energy like never before. It can wash through your body and give you ideas, strength, and smiles.  Smile a lot today.  Feel UP!

April 29th, 2013 - Monday - Knight of Wands


April 28th, 2013 - Sunday - Failure


April 27th, 2013 - Saturday - Queen of Disks


April 26th, 2013 - Friday - Magus Entreprenuer


April 25th, 2013 - Thursday - Hanged Man


April 24th, 2013 - Wednesday - Love


April 23rd, 2013 - Tuesday - Ace of Disks


April 22nd, 2013 - Monday - Strength


April 21st, 2013 - Sunday - Universe


April 20th, 2013 - Saturday - Swiftness


Friday, April 19, 2013

April 19th, 2013 - Friday - Swiftness


April 19th, 2013 - Friday - Swiftness - Compromise will be needed today... Time to focus and make your communication to others PRECISE.  Then be willing to bend... but do not break.  If you prepare now with what you clearly want... you will get it, but you need to be willing to wiggle and shake!

Thursday, April 18, 2013

April 18th, 2013 - Thursday - The Moon


April 18th, 2013 - Thursday - The Moon - Our beastly week continues into the Moon... the feminine illusion and deception... Something is so clearly wrong... clearly off... and we are missing it.  We think black is white... we are depressed, addicted, and numb to what is really going on.  Time to get your shit together... someone or something in the game of life is trying to get your attention... to wake you up... Time to take responsibility for your story... wake up from the dream and start living... wake up from the delusion you've labored under your entire life... Are you insane?  It might be time to find out for sure.

April 17th, 2012 - Wednesday - Change


April 17th, 2012 - Wednesday - Change - Our Beastly Week of Lusty Passion was filled with Change yesterday... the more things change the more they stay the same...

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

April 16th, 2013 - Tuesday - Death


April 16th, 2013 - Tuesday - Death - Nothing like the day you were born to pull the Death Card... As I claw and tear my way through this life, this card reminds me as so many signs and portents and prophecies constantly remind me:  The ultimate game is surrender... infinite intelligence knows what it's doing... let go... let go... sink down into the earth and finally let go of all the bullshit and embrace the ultimate... give your passion, let your beastly gifts free upon the world, and never apologize.  Death sits on my left shoulder and smiles at me.... I smile back.  Sluffing off layers and layers, they fall away to reveal love.  Death grins, and I grin back.  He's got it all figured out.

Monday, April 15, 2013

April 15th, 2013 - Monday - Ace of Wands


April 15th, 2013 - Monday - Ace of Wands - Our lusty beastly week starts with the scepter of energy pointed right at you.  Take hold.  Reach out and grab the wand.  There is FIRE in that wand. Use it to cast spells, begin new ventures, or blast away old relics in character.  Go into the attic of your mind start casting fireballs.  Burn it up with a vengeance.  This beast is definitely more beastly with less, not more.  Be like unto the Lord and say: Vengeance is MINE.  Lay waste your petty grubby wants and burn away your resistance. Lust and Passion start with fire, and a cleansing is in order.   Set it all afire, and see what is left when you are done.  Light the match.  It's better to burn out... than to fade away... you lusty beastly bastards.

Sunday, April 14, 2013

April 14th, 2013 ~ Sunday ~ The Star

April 14th, 2013 ~ Sunday ~ The Star ~
It is an Aquarian kind of day. Hopeful, flowing, finding clarity. Creating a world out of the threads of your vibrant creativity. It is a day to wear something that feels divine on your skin, move your body in a way that is pleasurable, surround yourself with beautiful colors, textures, energies. It is a day to begin infusing your life with the energy you have always wanted. Too busy to buy yourself flowers? Do it anyway. Think it is silly to put on that soft, flowing dress? Get over it. :)
Today is the day to begin informing your mind, body, and spirit that the world you want is closer than you think and you are the only one keeping you from it.

April 13th, 2013 ~ Saturday ~ Defeat

April 13th, 2013 ~ Saturday ~ Defeat ~

April 12th, 2013 ~ Friday ~ Prince of Disks

April 12th, 2013 ~ Friday ~ Prince of Disks ~

April 11th, 2013 ~ Thursday ~ Adjustment

April 11th, 2013 ~ Thursday ~ Adjustment ~

April 10th, 2013 ~ Wednesday ~ Queen of Cups

April 10th, 2013 ~ Wednesday ~ Queen of Cups ~

April 9th, 2013 ~ Tuesday ~ Change

April 9th, 2013 ~ Tuesday ~ Change ~

Week of ~ April 14th 2013 to April 20th 2013 ~ The Lust Card

Week of ~ April 14th 2013 to April 20th 2013 ~ The Lust Card ~
Passion is a many-headed beast. Each aspect of the passion beast is full of unique complexity and undeniable value. The beast can take turns or be all at once: knife-edge dancer, velvet darkness, swallowing sexual heat, life-force fire, inhaling pull, howling wail, visceral want, core desire, an intoxicating dance, hypnotizing sway,.... and that is just the tip of the lusty iceberg.
The question this week is how do I use my lovely beasty for the highest purpose and most expansive gifting? Where is her magic the key to unlock a block, your lover, yourself. So many of us turn away from her, afraid of her heat and power. We have all experienced her unpleasant side. We have all been exposed to her being used and abused by those (or ourselves) in ways that are devoid of integrity.
She can be the creator or the destroyer,and both are absolutely invaluable as long as this energy can move in our bodies in a way that is free of hooks, fear, or kinks. Tap into your passion this week and dance with her in a way that enlivens you, your loved ones, and the world around you.

Monday, April 8, 2013

April 8th, 2013 - Monday - Valour


April 8th, 2013 - Monday - Valour - We start our week out with some confusion... we are exhausted... tired... fighting the good fight but muddled, muddied, and feeling mutinous.  What's going on? Just another Monday or something more confusing in the depths?  It's like swimming against the stream today...

April 7th, 2013 - Sunday - Failure


April 6th, 2013 - Saturday - Death


Friday, April 5, 2013

April 5th, 2013 - Friday - The Hierophant


April 5th, 2013 - Friday - The Hierophant - So you are breaking free from the old restraints of the Spiritual Fatherhood that has become ingrained in your entire life...  your fabric, each cell of your skin, and you are breaking free! Only today... the four winds and the grounding of the bull are calling you back.  The old man in the white robe is saying here lies safety....  and today that doesn't sound too bad.  Exploring authentic gifting is a death embracing path of solitude.  Once in a while it's nice to feel someone put their arms around you and say they will protect you.  Only problem is... they won't.  They can't.  We're all going to die.  The safety of the the Hierophant is illusionary...

Thursday, April 4, 2013

April 4th, 2013 - Thursday - The Fool


April 4th, 2013 - Thursday - The Fool - Your heels are dug in..... like a stubborn donkey.  But it's too late... you have already jumped.  No use fighting it. Sure... you might have made the wrong decision.  That's possible... but it's too late now... At least for today, enjoy the freefall...


Wednesday, April 3, 2013

April 3rd, 2013 - Wednesday - Failure


April 3rd, 2013 - Wednesday - Failure - Fear of Failure.  Damn, you got yourself convinced you have already lost.  You've beaten yourself before you've begun.  And this card is telling you nope, you CAN win... you can succeed.  Your mind is a filthy liar.  Don't believe it.

April 2nd, 2013 - Tuesday - Dominion


April 2nd, 2013 - Tuesday - Dominion - Yesterday was a war...  you fought head to head with someone or something.  Big battle.  Takes fire.  Takes power, and subtly to win.  So easy to bash violently against this wall and so much better to be strong, firm, yet filled with love.

April 1st, 2013 - Monday - Knight of Wands


April 1st, 2013 - Monday - Knight of Wands - Monday and April start with a fiery charge of Aries energy.  Oh yeah.  Watch out.  Burning up...

March 31st, 2013 - Sunday - Sorrow


March 31st, 2013 - Sunday - Sorrow - Easter Sunday was filled with mental sorrow as things changed and lives were altered forever...

March 30th, 2013 - Saturday - Death


March 30th, 2013 - Saturday - Death -I've been away and got behind!  I'm sorry! I'm back now and so we are catching up!  Death lurked around the edges Saturday....