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June 30th, 2013 - Tuesday - What is in store today is a heavy dose of energetic oppression. In the veins of your nervous system are energetic hooks of anger and resentment towards someone. They wronged you. Open your heart, come together inside as one unit, let the wrong motivate you to change, with light's effervescent love.
July 29th, 2013 - Monday - Victory - Jupiter and Leo lead us to VICTORY! Abundance and Power become balanced for you. Challenges... challenges... challenges...
You are going to win... you will have balance in your energetic fields. Challenges have come and gone, momentum swings, and you are learning that navigating through those down moments, navigating through the up moments is the key to victory.
Things will look decided unvictory like today at one point... you'll keep going... and you'll win because of it. Unity will suffuse you..
Don't minimize the victories you have had. They are HUGE. You DID win. There are new possibilities. Each little step was a victory of it's own... Feel the sweetness. Feel the enjoyment. Feel infused with one little victory at a time.
All this is leading to freedom and shedding of layers and purity of intent.
July 28th, 2013 - Sunday - Queen of Disks - When this lovely mother of power and dominion shows up it's always a sign to play... and play we did!
July 27th, 2013 - Saturday - Interference - Jupiter and Gemini! Overcome with details? YES YOU ARE! That's the problem. The mind is focused on the little nit picky shit. Damn fool! Let it go! Let it go! The mind is a prison, it's a horrid cage. Drop it off somewhere for the day. You'll be fine without it's insipid thinking.
July 26th, 2013 - Friday - Art Card - Creative rush of inspiration... take the time and write it all down, digest it, accept it, yes... downloading from the Universe NOW.
July 25th, 2013 - Thursday - Pleasure - What's not pleasurable about Thursday? It's one step closer to Friday.... Scorpio is passionate today, and open about what it wants and needs... today you can receive fully...
July 24th, 2013 - Wednesday - The Fool - You jumped into something without really looking... or... you might be resisting change. Either way...it's time to take a deeper look at what is going on. The Fool card means change... and that is good... but you are probably resisting it today... or are jumping away into something new to avoid the real change you should be making...Another form of resistance...
July 23rd, 2013 - Tuesday - Aeon - Having trouble seeing clearly today...
July 22nd, 2013 - Monday - Debauch - Venus meets Scorpio in a swamp of filth... Do you want something just for the sake of having it... not for the sake of opening someone to higher expressions of magic? Or yourself? Any enterprise begun with this card in play is doomed to fail. You aren't doing it for the right reasons....
July 21st, 2013 - Sunday - Swiftness - Talk is cheap... action is what you need. Make your actions speak for you...
July 20th, 2013 - Saturday - Abundance - A rich, emotionally powerful, wonderful day!
July 19th, 2013 - Friday - Gemini... say hello to the Ruin Card. You... are... compromised.... You are hurt. And in response to the hurt... you are angry... and it has built to the level of insanity within you. The good news is this card is telling you that you aren't thinking straight. That's valuable information! Just realizing that you are compromised will change EVERYTHING. The answer will not be in that brilliant brain of yours... but in motion, in your guts... in nature... in wisdom freely given from others.... Enjoy your insanity... break one way further into madness, or break the other way by picking up the remote control to your brain and turning it OFF.
July 18th, 2013 - Thursday - The Star - Hope... and clarity I give unto you today.
June 17th, 2013 - Wednesday - The Art Card! - Sagittarius runs amok! In this moment... in this awareness... feeling all... can you capture that? Can you capture lightning in a bottle? Yes you can. Right now. Here. Be present to the moment, and you will find art. Think INSIDE the box today!
July 16th, 2013 - Tuesday - The Lion is tired today... Leo is exhausted beyond belief.
The tank is empty, other people's agendas have overridden your own personal needs. There is so much more coming that you will need to find a graceful way to stop right now to re energize...
July 15th, 2013 - Monday - Princess of Wands - This Sagittarius gal has got the tiger by the tail today, and she's going for it. She's got star power! Picture Marilyn Monroe and all the guys heads are turning as she walks by.
What wouldn't you do for her? But... Marilyn isn't actually 'realistic' is she? Don't be blinded by those stars... don't be blinded by the big money...
Oh wait... what if YOU are Marilyn today? You might be the one all the boys are chasing after... and what would you like to do with that kind of power ladies? Hm.... Christina Hendrik's character Joan from Mad Men comes to mind... you have it all... so how can you be graceful about it?
Christina's Character Joan in the AMC TV Show Mad Men is the enviable eloquent enthusiastic magic expression of pure grace. if you are wondering how to be graceful... study this gal and you will not leave disappointed. New flavors and distinctions abound...
June 15th, 2013 - Sunday - The Entrepreneur - Learn some skills... or watch a lot of movies... one or the other...
July 13th, 2013 - Saturday - The Sun - Finding Joy in your work as you express yourself with delight and natural magic today. Meaning whatever you do, settle into who you are, and let that natural you shine. It means you are okay, you are a genius today!
June 12th, 2013 - Friday - Strife - Well Leo runs in with some Saturn energy (work) and it gets a bit conflicted. Tension! Conflict!
The strife card asks a question: Are you divided internally? Are you the Axis and the Allies at the same time? Maybe you are conducting and intense internal argument. What did David O. McKay say?
The Greatest Battles in Life are fought in the Quite Chambers of the Soul.
David O. McKay
That is what the Strife Card is telling you. And the story is being written this way: The strife is coming to you from the Universe to help you get something you are missing. So when the conflict comes, you may have NO idea what the hell is going on.
Stand up. Deal with it. Send the letter. When Conflict Comes from that letter, deal with it from a position of neutrality and balance. Forgive and move on. You have the power, listen to what they say and don't create more conflict out of it. Move on...
June 11th, 2013 - Thursday - Dominion - Mars - Aries - There is a battle with someone or something brewing... there is energy... huge amounts of it... stay aware and watchful that your own energy of the energy of the battle does not consume you.
June 10th, 2013 - Wednesday - Cruelty - Mars and Gemini say hello in the cruelest way... the passive aggressive card... spinning and whirling your mind is seeking ways to make your point without making your point...are you a victim? Are you feeling like the world shit on you? Narrow is the beam to balance between standing up for yourself and raging over into the fertile territory of cruelty.
What are we really saying here? Someone or something has wronged you. Screwed you. You got it good. Probably for real. You were actually wronged!
So what do you do with that? Here's what the card is telling you that you will find yourself doing. Instead of standing up for yourself in a graceful powerful way, you'll make one of three mistakes.
1. You'll get passive aggressive and do some smarmy shitty little things. This won't serve. Go ahead, it might be your habit, give it a try, but witness it and see if it works.... Stand back. See if it works.
2. You'll explode and cruelly destroy someone.
3. You'll martyr yourself, and sacrifice yourself in a gratuitous display of victim hood.
And just to make this whole thing super fun and give you something to think about: The person you could be pissed at... could be yourself! So you can be beating yourself up slyly... or aggressively.
Walk that graceful center path... Take deep breaths, witness yourself, write down some things about how you feel, and consider different angles on how to express it gracefully. You might screw it up. Sure. But TRY. Put your brain to work on how to deal with this. Think. Cut away the bullshit. Use your mind to destroy illusions and say no no no. That's bullshit. And see what is really going on. You have to do this. There is no trick. No one can do it for you. You have to put some effort into this, fail perhaps, and try again.
Look, once in a while my wife will do something that hurts me. And I have four paths I can take when it happens. First I can be passive aggressive to her. That is a short term solution. I feel better for minute, but in the end it just makes it worse.
The next thing I can do is get really pissed at her for it and blow up. That NEVER works, but sometimes I'm just so pissed I get cruel and stupid. It's ugly.
Next... I say nothing... I martyr myself and suffer like a saint. What a turd.
So what do I really want to do? Well the word we want to remember is GRACE
Just like I said, I think about it. I really think about how to communicate to my woman, and express what happened to me, in a graceful way. Humor helps.
Most of the time when I try this I fail. Really. I gently try to express how I was hurt and wronged and it comes off as an accusation. It just riles her up and then we go to war or silence. It sucks. it's stupid. So I try again. And again.
And here is some serious bad news: Each time this comes up, you have to gracefully find a NEW way. Sometimes I gracefully find a way to tell her and it's beautiful.... and it works... and peace is created... but that way never works the NEXT time it happens... I always have to come up with a new graceful way.
What a challenge. :)
July 9th, 2013 - Tuesday - Power - The resonant frequency of power thrums through your nervous system bringing up whatever power brings up for you: Confidence, Intent to do good, Motivation, Fear, or even anger.
If consciousness is king... if C-Rex is the true reality of the world, that the Universe is a subset of our awareness, and not the other way around... then what is there but power in our imagination? The universe would be created by our consciousness, by our awareness of it. Without us seeing it, it wouldn't be there.
And yet we lie about like victims.
And yet when we glue our hands to the tiller and jerk and yank that hoary wheel we get nowhere fast. Surrender is the way, and yet power is the game.
June 8th, 2013 - Monday - Queen of Cups - The deep waters tell you today something very important... yes the rest of the world is suffering...
And they are... and you are deep and ready to help whoever needs help... but not today. Today the helper needs to take care of herself... or himself.... today... find out what you need. Feed the heart that feeds the body first....
June 7th, 2013 - Sunday - Debauch - Stuck. Stuck. Stuck.
July 6th, 2013 - Saturday - Strife - Where are you divided against yourself... time to surrender!
July 5th, 2013 - Friday - Truce... well of course it's a TRUCE day. How often do we have to go back to work for one day after a holiday? For those who took today off and made it a four day weekend, I salute you. To the rest of us workaholics I sympathize with you!
July 4th, 2013 - Thursday - Gain - Coming and going... energy comes, it goes, it's back and forth. Just let it flow even when it gets stuck, let it sit. It will move eventually.
July 3rd, 2013 - Wednesday - Satiety - You understand yourself... you love yourself... you are filled. You stood up for what you felt was right, you were right, and now you need to celebrate. You earned it. Gratitude is now the only thing left to feel, deep, abiding. A new challenge will come, and in gratitude you should welcome it.
July 2nd, 2013 - Tuesday - Luxury - We might be overdoing it a bit...
July 1st, 2013 - Monday - The Sun - The heat continues...
June 30th, 2013 - Sunday - Prince of Wands - Energy! Go for it!
