July 31st, 2014 - Thursday - Queen of Disks

July 31st, 2014 - Thursday - Queen of Disks - I've got to ask how you are all doing with the Oppression and bound up delusion of the last two days? I had a sense personally to just keep powering through. Slow down and move very deliberately, but... as the War God suggested, do it with Fierceness.

Today The Queen of Disks arrives in the spread to give our dreamselves a hint. Relax and Play a bit today. Look at this lady, she has complete control over her kingdom. She has power and vision. And now maybe she needs to be pampered a bit, yes? She needs to command a minion to rub HER feet. She needs breakfast made for her.  She does everything for everyone... Can YOU relate?  Do YOU nurture those in your world?  My suggestion is to activate your creativity and imagination and find a way to get people to do your bidding today, to nurture you in small, pleasant, simple ways that honor your power and vision.  Time to take a break and let someone else do the dishes!

So who comes to us in a dream to bolster our magnificent Queen of Disks?  None other than JHVH.

Whoah...

The Monotheistic God.  A moment of silence as we honor him, for he comes in the dream to help the Queen of Disks, herself a massively powerful ruler of a kingdom, yet one who is unabashedly feminine, the Virgo Virgin/Whore. What is God doing helping her?

Let's not forget God made all things, good and bad. We like to believe his singularity but ignore the fact that he built women to be powerful, sexual, fierce mother queens. 

Today God blesses the Queen. That is a powerful moment in this new era of feminine power.  How else could it happen? The ultimate masculine God bows to the Ultimate Feminine Queen. If you apply your imagination and intuition you can see this mating is one destined to produce fertile abundance.  Yet if you allow your fears and stubborn insistence on past doctrine to control you, war will erupt across the face of your sphere.  

The one and the many come come together to play today.

Let them.

The Queen of Disks comes to us from Aleister Crowley and Lady Freida Harris.
JHVH comes to us from Peter J.  Carroll and Matt Kaybryn's Epoch The Portal of Chaos.

July 30th, 2014 - Wednesday - Priestess & Mars

July 30th, 2014 - Wednesday - Priestess & Mars - How are you all feeling after yesterday's Oppression? That was intense! But today you pulled the Moon Goddess herself: The Priestess. And yet her message is that you are unbalanced and in illusion. She might even be saying you are in delusion. That's a bit worrisome since our dream visitor yesterday was Cthulhu, the embodiment of un-grounded mental delusion.

So what dream came to you today to help you with the Priestess?  Mars.

So why is the God of War visiting you when the Priestess is warning that you are out of touch with reality? The answer is simple: Conflict lies on the horizon. The energy of violence, of intimidation, and surrender is wrought into a fine mesh inside you. Should you run? Should you bluff? Should you fight? Should you surrender?

Whew!  What a mess of energy: The tangles of anger and Cthulhu still linger.  

Consider this suggestion: Embody war. Get your paint on... get your weapon, get some music, and howl. Dance. Let Mars pour into you and give him a show of your bodily courage and heartful warrior spirit. Amplify your warlike energy in ritual dance, chant, or writing.  

Here is the promise: Do this, (alone preferably, or with an assistant you trust) and you will suddenly ground your body and mind. The Priestess and her magic, her intuition with be with you, and delusion will turn into insight. The War God needs to be embodied safely...

Here is the second promise: If you do not do this you risk the war spirit of violence erupting inside you or around you with no safe container to hold it and guide it.  Illusion, delusion, and deception will slither around inside you like a nest of a thousand snakes.

Embrace War.  Then ground yourself with two feet firmly on the ground and the Priestess will bestow her blessings of clear seeing upon your head.  She waits for the warrior inside you to appear.

The Priestess comes to us from Aleister Crowley and Lady Freida Harris.
Mars, the God of Wars comes to us from Peter J.  Carroll and Matt Kaybryn's Epoch The Portal of Chaos.

July 29th, 2014 - Tuesday - Oppression

July 29th, 2014 - Tuesday - Oppression - Yesterday a cool storm swept through, bringing refreshing rain.  Today... the heat has returned and combined with the moisture from yesterday has created an oppressive humidity.  Repressed anger fills your space today. You know what they say... feelings buried alive never die... today that is more true than ever for you. The ground is littered with land mines, and any moment there will be explosion.

Anger isn't bad... it just energy, you've heard me talk about that for years now.  Getting in touch with your anger is a good thing, and finding healthy ways to beat the shit out of something and let that energy flow properly through you is essential to a healthy, balanced, and artistic life.  

In your dreams a visitor comes to help with your oppression:

The Dark Elder God Cthulhu reveals the intricate web of energetic lies you tell yourself in your deepest soul.  The layers of manipulation and ego gratification are legion.  No wonder you are oppressed.

But here is the key that Cthulhu showing up reveals: The layers of self deception can only be revealed by letting the energy go. You can mire in the swamp FOREVER trying to figure this shit out. If you want to get past this murk of bullshit, you have to move. Run. Jump. Box. Scream. Beat a pillow. Find a friend who can hear you out and VENT. Find someone strong enough to take your viscous self hatred, and pour it out on him or her like a hurricane. This is deep work. Tough work. But the oppression you are feeling in your space is building... and if you don't find a way to deal with the tangle of darkness that is your soul today... you are going to explode, implode, or otherwise self destruct. You have been alerted:  Find a way to let that oppressed energy free in a healthy way.

Ask for help. No one faces Cthulhu alone.

July 28th, 2014 - Monday - Change

July 28th, 2014 - Monday - Change - Move straight forward into change today.  Transitions will flow much easier. Try different things today, shake it up. We all know nothing is permanent... so today is the day to embrace that and move into something different. All things are being steadily employed on your behalf today. See the flow, see the direction change, and nod, say yes, and go for it.

July 26th, 2014 - Saturday - Knight of Swords

July 26th, 2014 - Saturday - Knight of Swords - Hello Gemini!  Time to step up to the plate and show everyone what you got.  Time to take charge.  Smile, and radiate, and be seen.  Today is your day: Put your foot in the door, and don't take no for an answer.

July 25th, 2014 - Friday - The Magus Trickster

July 25th, 2014 - Friday - The Magus Trickster - There is dishonesty in the space... someone is being dishonest, and that someone might be you.  Some shadow aspects of your soul might need some attention... you might be hiding from them. And of course, you might want what you want, damn the consequences.  But the key to dishonesty is FEAR. Where are we afraid? I always encourage people to dig into their fears. That is where the fruit is. 

This card is really a warning to you today.  Things are not what they seem. There is illusion masquerading as confidence. The key is to LOOK. Take some time today to breath deep, and then LOOK.  Take a deeper look into yourself and those around you. Look without fear, open to seeing whatever is there to be seen. Yes, can you feel that? That's what you need to do. Just look and see what there is to see, past your fears to what really is. Feel free to share what you see. The more people who see and then share bare truth the more courage it gives us all. It can be done.

July 23rd, 2014 - Wednesday - Interference

July 23rd, 2014 - Wednesday - Interference - Details, details, details.  You are looking too closely at the details! You are getting bogged down in details that don't matter. If you don't get go of this rigid kind of thinking, you'll be short a great deal of energy.

July 22nd, 2014 - Tuesday - Princess of Cups

July 22nd, 2014 - Tuesday - Princess of Cups - Set enlightenment and growth aside for a day.  Just be human.  Take time for yourself and slow down.  Energy wanes today.  It's time to practice acceptance of the mortal coil.

July 18th, 2014 - Friday - Interference

July 18th, 2014 - Friday - Interference - Can you feel that irksome energy today?  Might be like nails on chalkboard.  Here we are at the end of the week, and yet we just aren't relaxed yet.  The stars are going one way, the planets the other, and the sun is sending static into the field.  It's all a bit more than can be endured, especially on a Friday.  Does this harbinger of disturbance carry through to the whole weekend? I don't think so. I think you'll feel it smooth out soon, maybe even as soon as this evening.

A part of the interference we are feeling is not so much negativity as an overwhelming avalanche of information.  Things are good... but things are also heavy, and it takes time to sift through the chemical sludge in your brains today.  It's like things are firing 'too fast' and it's hard to keep up.

As always... breath... breath... breath... move slowly and drink lots of water.

July 17th, 2014 - Thursday - Knight of Wands

July 17th, 2014 - Thursday - Knight of Wands - Yes... go for it.  Aries energy is strong today.

July 10th, 2014 - Thursday - Princess of Cups

July 10th, 2014 - Thursday - Princess of Cups - More being human... energy is low... it's too hot... you need some down time. Take some time for yourself today, and get some rest, or play. It's one of those days... where life seems stuck and at a standstill. 

July 8th, 2014 - Tuesday - Disappointment

July 8th, 2014 - Tuesday - Disappointment - Well hell... what are you going to do? The message to you is this:  You may not be seeing something clearly... you are in fact in denial about being hurt. That's wonderful information to have. I love seeing my blind spots, because nothing good EVER comes from being blind about truth. So what are you in denial about? A simple prayer to the universe will suffice today: Ask to be shown your blind spot of denial.