July 29th, 2014 - Tuesday - Oppression - Yesterday a cool storm swept through, bringing refreshing rain. Today... the heat has returned and combined with the moisture from yesterday has created an oppressive humidity. Repressed anger fills your space today. You know what they say... feelings buried alive never die... today that is more true than ever for you. The ground is littered with land mines, and any moment there will be explosion.
Anger isn't bad... it just energy, you've heard me talk about that for years now. Getting in touch with your anger is a good thing, and finding healthy ways to beat the shit out of something and let that energy flow properly through you is essential to a healthy, balanced, and artistic life.
In your dreams a visitor comes to help with your oppression:
The Dark Elder God Cthulhu reveals the intricate web of energetic lies you tell yourself in your deepest soul. The layers of manipulation and ego gratification are legion. No wonder you are oppressed.
But here is the key that Cthulhu showing up reveals: The layers of self deception can only be revealed by letting the energy go. You can mire in the swamp FOREVER trying to figure this shit out. If you want to get past this murk of bullshit, you have to move. Run. Jump. Box. Scream. Beat a pillow. Find a friend who can hear you out and VENT. Find someone strong enough to take your viscous self hatred, and pour it out on him or her like a hurricane. This is deep work. Tough work. But the oppression you are feeling in your space is building... and if you don't find a way to deal with the tangle of darkness that is your soul today... you are going to explode, implode, or otherwise self destruct. You have been alerted: Find a way to let that oppressed energy free in a healthy way.
Ask for help. No one faces Cthulhu alone.
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