Thursday, December 30, 2010

December 30th, 2010 - Thursday - Princess of Swords



Good Morning! Today we got the Princess of Swords... upside down. This card is ruled by Aquarius, an air sign, and of course Sword cards are Air Cards, or Mind Cards. This card is about ideas in the mind. LOTS of ideas. This is where manifestation begins, and dreams are had. And this card is saying... you might be taking on too much. You have SO MANY ideas... oh so many GOOD ideas... but that doesn't mean you need to do them all.

This card represents the Super-Woman Complex. Doing too much, over-committing to others. Working too hard on your ideas, without taking a moment to GROUND them and discover what you really want and need INSIDE.

We got this card upside down though, so it means we might not want to admit failure. Should we blame others for our cPublish Posthoices? Learn to not blame other people for YOU feeling overwhelmed. This is the drama card upside. You like the airy drama!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

December 29th, 2010 - Wednesday - Power



Sorry for the delay today, but we had some major storms this morning here in Utah. Today's card is the POWER card. Law and Order. Gain of money and influence. Earthly power but nothing beyond. Success. Rank. Dominion. Skill in the direction of physical forces. Could be prejudice, covetousness, suspicion, and lack of originality on the negative side.

Obviously today is a day of having power within yourself. Ask yourself some questions: Are you abusing your power? Do you have integrity with this power? Today consider your own inner power and how you are using it.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

December 28th, 2010 - Tuesday - Gain



Today we pulled this card upside down, which tells you this; you are in danger of worrying too much about money. Seriously. You are getting worked up about it, and you need to apply yesterday's lesson today. Prudence. Be prudent with money. Be patient with it as it flows toward you. It is coming. The money you need is coming, so relax. Today's card is telling you that you are not relaxing about it. Change your tactics. Do something different. Pray about, get quiet, feel into inspiration. And get rid of clutter. Do you have clutter around you? Get rid of it. Clear it out. So you have room for new stuff, more gain.

You've heard that before, but for today, just today, do some cleaning. Cleaning shit out and organize stuff. Do that TODAY. NOW.

December 27th, 2010 - Monday - Prudence



How you doing after the long holiday? Feeling good? Or wretched going back to work? Most people I met today felt wretched being back at work. Ug. It was tough. REALLY tough today. But that is why you pulled the Prudence card. You have to be patient and get through it.

This is a Sun Virgo card. Patience is required today. There is a natural flow. You are heading in the right direction, but... it's going to require you to be patient today.

December 26th, 2010 - Sunday - The Priestess



The inner intuitive card. But we pulled it upside down today. If today is a day of intuition, this card is telling you that today... you aren't listening to your intuition and you are in illusion. Better get quiet and do some breathing. Get back in touch. Slow down even more. Yesterday's card of the Prince of Swords is all in the air, and this card is kind of attached to that idea when it is upside down. You feel ungrounded.

This is a GREAT day to get out into nature. Don't stay inside today.

December 25th, 2010 - Saturday - Prince of Swords



Airy aspect of air. Angel of Turbulent Thought. Today... ground your ideas and thoughts in reality. This is swift intelligence... but can be a little up in the clouds. Too much air. Constant movement. Slow down today. Finish what you start. You have to move beyond just sitting in your chair coming up with neat new ideas.

December 24th, 2010 - Friday - Happiness



After all that cruelty and oppression, today you had some happiness! Good for you! This is good happiness. This is true. Have a great Christmas Eve!

December 23rd, 2010 - Thursday - Oppression



You have got to laugh at this. I mean the 9 of swords yesterday followed by the 10 of wands today. Oppression. More of the same. Your mind is putting everything down today. And why not, it's a couple days before Christmas and the stress is probably killing you!

Remember the definition of the word Oppression. It means to put something down. Who are we putting down? Well, yes, we could be tyrannical bastards putting others down, sure, but more often we are putting ourselves down, caging and oppressing a part of ourselves that wants to be free.

December 22nd, Wednesday - Cruelty


Today we pulled a sword, which is predominantly in the mind. Thoughts. And in the Tarot, thoughts are almost always bad. Really. We try to learn to do as much intuition as possible, and as little thinking as possible. There are all sorts of ways to do this, but it almost always starts with breathing and quieting the mind.

So Cruelty? What does this card mean, besides being cruel. Before we elaborate too much, can you guess who is being cruel to who? The Tarot always looks within. So you are probably going to be cruel to yourself in some way today, cruel with your thoughts.

Some words that come to mind with the Cruelty card are these: Agony. Worry. Loss. Illness. Hopelessness. Despair. suffering. Burden. Malice. Pain. Oppression. Shame.

The Darkness! Jesus Christ, that's a tough card, isn't it? GRIN! The Angels of Cruelty and Suffering lord over this Card. Are there such angels? Who knows, but there are definitely ENERGIES of Cruelty and Suffering.

One great thing to look for is how are you being passive aggressive? Sometimes you get this card and you say I'm not being openly mean or cruel, to myself or others. But where you miss it is where you don't see the little petty cruel passive aggressive shit you pull.

It is also possible... that you are punishing yourself for supposed misdeeds. Open your heart today and spend some serious time LOOKING at what this card means in YOUR LIFE, for ONE DAY.

December 21st, Tuesday - The Empress



Good morning! I did get behind on these over the holidays, so this good beautiful sunny morning I'm catching up. Tuesday I pulled the Empress Card, which is a powerful feminine card. This evening I went for and did readings for 5.5 hours on the winter solstice, reading probably 20 people. The nurturing card is the Empress, but as with so many things Tarot, it often points towards nurturing yourself. I think in a way that is exactly what I did. Doing readings for people is a service to others, but it serves within as well because you have to dig so deep into your own soul to give something of use to the people who come to you. I love doing it of course, but I think I was able to nurture a level of myself this day by helping so many people in a big party atmosphere as opposed to a single, longer, 1 on 1 reading atmosphere. It was fun, but no less real, and some of the readings were so powerful it was invigorating for all involved.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

December 20th, 2010 - Monday - Princess of Cups



Today you want to be taken care of and are idealistically dreaming. Dreaming is a good thing. Today you want the best life has to offer without necessarily working for it. And that's okay too. We deserve the best just by being alive. Of course, what the best IS, is up for debate.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

December 19th, 2010 - Sunday - The Universe



This is the end of the trumps. The Universe card, obviously signifying the end of the journey. I got this card upside down, again, which means that something is about to end, or is ending, but I am not complete about it.

What does this mean to you. Well completions are a good thing in life. We complete things. The cycle of the trumps is the whole cycle of life and projects and even thoughts. Upside down something you thought was done... might not be done. So knowing that get out your journal (I did mention the journal, didn't I?) and contemplate completions. What in your life feels like it just got done? Remember again that this is the card for they DAY. We are always talking miniature things today. It could be as simple as thinking your Christmas shopping is done. Or that you wrote a letter to someone but forgot to actually send it.

Or it could me big stuff. Either way, take some time on this rainy Sunday, and contemplate completions, and because we got it upside down... consider where you might NOT be as complete as you thought. And... hey, don't just limit this to the world outside. To the Matrix, as I like to call it. What about INSIDE? What things do you think you might have completed in your heart but didn't? Always fruitful going inside. The entire journey of the Tarot is exactly that . A journey inside.

I hope you have a beautiful Sunday. I look out my window on grey skies, and the sound of water dripping from my house as the warm temperature melts the snow. I sip green tea with lemon, and feel into the world and the moment and feel gratitude. This feeling is so far from Christmas and it's rush.

December 18th, 2010 - Saturday - The Priestess



Good morning. I know, it's Sunday, and you waited all day long for Saturday's card and didn't get it till now. I apologize.

We got this card upside down, so it is a little different. Right side up it would be a call to our intuition. This card REALLY indicates intuition. So if it's upside down... what does that mean? It means we are NOT in touch with our intuition. In fact, we are down into the illusion of life. And that happens sometimes, we forget to breath, we get up in our mind, or maybe we're just zoned out.

As always, stop, breath, take a walk, drink lots of water, rest, and take time to contemplate what is going on. If I haven't suggested it before, I would like to suggest it now, (or again) that you get a journal. Writing down your thoughts catalyzes things. And they don't have to be complete thoughts. You can just write down that you are having confusion. Or feeling bad. Etc.

So writing would have been a good idea yesterday. Take a look at your illusion. And considering Christmas is coming up, almost all of it is illusion, yes? Come on! Our society is a bit wrapped up in the commerce of Christmas. And we're all a part of it. Have you purchased at least 1 present for someone? Then you are caught up in it.

(grin)

Okay... you are wondering about today's card! Okay! Onward!

Friday, December 17, 2010

December 17th, 2010 - Friday - The Tower

Good morning again! How are you? Are you cheery? Seeing the tower is almost never a cheery moment for most people until you realize that you need to die before you die. Have you ever heard that expression? It actually has some merit. The concept of dying to the false self to accept the real self or 'non-self'. Not a bad idea. And we all have a pile of junk around us. Just from childhood, from living and growing. We accumulate junk. I heard one women describe it as an attic in her head, and it's filled with shit. It's time to spot light the shit in your attic and clean it out. And almost EVERYTHING has to go.

That's the way of these things.

Today the Tower means what? This is a DAILY thing, these cards, and so TODAY is about the tower. And the tower is a tearing down of false self leading to a rebirth.

BTW, this is another Aries card! We've been on an Aries kick lately, haven't we!

This card makes me think of a battle between your true self and your ego. Your ego doesn't want to die, doesnt' want to lose. And so it's fighting. But the UNIVERSE is now on your side. It wants to kill your ego. Your ego wants to survive. Today, in big or small ways, there is a battle going on inside you, and to the degree you can, please side with the universe. Let go into the universe. Let go and let it all come crashing down. Take out a knife or a hatchet and go into your attic and start killing things. Hack them up. Hack all the old shit up.

Tear it down.

And do it gleefully! Think of Captain Ahab, and his maniacal quest to destroy Moby Dick. You need your own maniacal quest today, to kill that waste inside you! The Tower will help!

Let me know how it goes! I'll report tomorrow on my own journey!

Thursday, December 16, 2010

December 16th, 2010 - Thursday - The Emperor



Good morning! Today's card is the Emperor! Look at all that fiery red. Yep, it is an Aries card. It is a Trump, meaning it's part of life's path. The short look at this card is that it is the card of the masculine, particularly as it relates to family. This isn't necessarily the MAN in the family, but the MASCULINE. The masculine energy of direction and rules and values. Often seen as a father card.

I like to think of this card as the Karate card. Why? Well martial arts is the path of power self defense. Learning your POWER... but using it in controlled ways. Sounds a little like our virtue card yesterday, no? So what is our path today? To tap into our MASCULINE energy of direction and exercises it. So once again... look within to what needs to get done IN THE REALM OF THE FAMILY. You have the power to do it, and today there are some FAMILY things to do.

On another note, as I typed December 16th above I had a thought I'll share with you. December 16th is a lost day usually. Why? Because it is one of those days leading up to Christmas, the ones where when you see it written, your first thought isn't about the beautiful day ahead of you, it's about holy crap, Christmas is coming and I have shit to do!

That's what I felt when I wrote that down, and I thought the Emperor card was great, because I need to utilize my energy today to keep my family on track for Christmas. But... let's stretch that. Let's look to our family past and through Christmas JUST TO OUR LIFE. There is more than just Christmas. I think some people embrace it too much, or try to deny (Hello Scrooge) but why not see THROUGH it.

I'm sure there are tons of books written on who to have a great holiday and relax and deal with the stress. So I won't belabor the point here. But it is something that is occurring inside me, bubbling up so to speak, so I share it with you.

I will leave you with a quote from Suzzanne Wagner: "The test for power is not if you will have power but what you will do with power." Today the Emperor card is saying you have power. Point that point toward you family, and get done what needs to get done, and, like the Karate Kid, use your power for good. And take my challenge, and see through what is going on. See through to something deeper. Use your power to STAND up for something. STAND. I like that word. Today... the word that goes with the Emperor is STAND.

Have a great December 16th!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

December 15th, 2010 - Wednesday - Virtue



Good morning! I hope everyone is doing well today. It rained last night and the sound on the roof was nice. Of course by morning it was an inch of wet snow. Be careful driving in Utah today! So we got the Virtue Card. On the surface that sounds good, right? You would guess that and you would be right. Today take some pride in yourself. If you look within, fairly, seeing the good in yourself today, the virtue INSIDE of you... IF... IF... you see this, and find it, then you can open and ENERGY will flow through you and this virtue, this honesty, will flow out to the world. So let me repeat that. Today look inside and see some of your virtues. See your goodness. And relax into those virtues, and then open your heart and energy will NATURALLY flow out to the world. Start by seeing some of your good part!

Remember, Wands are always ENERGY. This card is an Aries card, so it's got even MORE energy (and as an Aries myself, I know all about Energy!)

There are five energetic virtues that we should always be practicing, so give these some thought today: Gravity, Generosity of Soul, Sincerity, Earnestness, and Kindness. If you look within and see the goodness inside you, open, relax, and let it flow out, these five things will be the fruit.

The cool thing about the Tarot is that it SEEMS like a future telling device, but it really isn't. It almost ALWAYS tells you to look within. Know thyself. To observe yourself objectively. Cogito Ergo Sum. I think therefore I am. This whole topic is so pregnant, it is EVERYTHING. Look into yourself. Turn your autopilot habits off, and find out what makes yourself tick. This is sucky work sometimes. But the Tarot, on a daily basis will really show you how to do that. It is just a tool, but a fun one if you ask me, and it has an great knack for pealing you open and asking you to look inside. So many people won't do that. Shrug. What can you do? They won't look. But if you are reading this, I'm guessing you will look. And today see your Virtues, and let them flow out.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

December 14th, 2010 - Tuesday - The Chariot



Today's card was the Chariot. Another Trump, which means it is part of the life path cycle. the Chariot simple message is to learn to keep your word. Make a promise today, and then keep it. Stephen Covey teaches that the surest way to build self confidence is to make 1 promise a day to yourself, and then keep it.

I'm doing an exercise practice with a friend of mine, and he has suggested that each day I wake up and decide ONE thing I want to do. And write it down. Something I want to accomplish. Think of it as a recipe. One thing I want to cook. And then each day, put that recipe in your pocket, and take it out every time you find yourself straying. Read it and think to yourself, what one thing can I do right now to get back on track to doing this recipe? And then do it.

So all of this is saying that to build focus, build confidence in yourself, you can write down little promises and do them, EVERY day. There are a lot of other practices in this area that can help you, foundational things not in the scope of the card, but it's a great little thing to think about today. I would encourage you for the next 7 days to write on a little piece of paper something you want to accomplish, and then do it. Start small. This kind of focus and promise making is what The Chariot is all about. (It's about a lot of other things too, but right now that is what feels right to tell you!)

And for all those who read this blog daily, if you ever have an experience with a card, email me and tell me about it. It's great to share insights and experiences. The cards never lie. That's what I've found out, but they often tell things in WEIRD ways. You can get a card that just doesn't seem to make sense, and then a few days later some aspect of that card will click, some unknown aspect even that you have to learn. It is kind of cool that way.

Okay, so we are caught up. I'll see you all tomorrow morning for whatever December 15th has in store for us.

December 13th, 2010 - Monday - The Magus Entrepenuer



Remember there are three Magus cards, and I use ALL THREE in my deck. Most decks tell you to choose the one you like the best, but I see them all differently, and so I use them differently. My teacher Suzzanne taught this way too. Anyway, this is the Magus ENTREPRENEUR. The simple way to look at this card, is that you need to learn some skills today. When in the process of life, there are times when you need to stop and just learn somethings. This is one of these days. Be on the lookout for times times and accept them and work on it.

December 12th, Sunday - Queen of Disks



Yep...I pulled it again. And it was upside down again. Do you think I listened? Nope. I didn't go outside and get out like I should have. Ug. Sometimes we just don't listen to the angels. I hope YOU did!

December 11th, Saturday - Queen of Disks



Today I pulled this upside down! What does this mean? Well, it's the home and hearth card, but upside down it suggests you need to GET OUT. Today I would take a walk. (Ironically, I did NOT get out and take a walk, but what are you going to do?) The mind will have it's way with you today if you don't get out and move and get away from spinning thoughts.

December 10th, Friday - Power



Another disk, this is the four of disks, the POWER card. This card suggests today that the learning you are going to experience is going to be about RESPONSIBILITY. It doesn't mean you are going to experience power today, instead you are going to have to deal with the responsibility of power, of accomplishment. Today, you are going to have to look inward and decide what kind of person you are going to be... WHEN you have accomplished a position of power.

December 9th, 2010 - Thursday - Failure



Failure is a tough card. It doesn't necessary mean you are going to fail today, it means instead that you are going to feel FEAR of failure. FEAR! So dig into your fear. And if you have ever heard me blather about how fears are good, because if you are going to kill your ego, the best way to do that is start with a hatchet or a chainsaw at your fears! So this is a great card! Get to work hatcheting your fears!

December 8th 2010 - Wednesday - The Hermit



First I want to apologize for being away for a few days. My partner had an appendectomy, and so things have been hectic. And Christmas doesn't help of course! Okay, so after a Tower Day, what are you going to get? But a Hermit Day. Turn inward and face your demon dogs of hell. Today, face your shadow!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

December 7th 2010 Tuesday - The Tower



The biggest NO card in the deck, the Tower is also one of the greatest cards because it is the symbolic falling away of the ego. But it happens with DESTRUCTION. It can be painful, but it can also be liberating. It can be many things, but it is about the falling away of the ego. Today, it was upside down! So it tells you that something you fear is going to happen today. You've been warned about this, it's not a surprise. A crisis is coming. Make sure you breath deep. Remember the last few days about choices. Today, breathe deep so you can come from your spirit and NOT from your ego. The Tower Crisis isn't about bad things, it is the highest level process of destroying our ego so we can be free and happy. It is a GREAT card. A great day. It may look tough from the outside, and it certainly even looks tough from the INSIDE. But it will lead to greater light. Try try try to see this today. It might be impossible... but give it a go. Be a warrior. Face the tower as best you can.

December 6th, 2010 Monday - Strife



Today you got the Strife Card! Normally this would suggest there is conflict all around you, and that you should pick your battles wisely, but you picked this upside down today, meaning you should be careful of the choice you are making today. It could cause more hardship and struggle. So pay attention to your choices today, and again, as we said a few days ago, look at the long term consequences.

December 5th, 2010 Sunday - The Hierophant



Are you adhering to the values of your society and personal code of ethics? Messages are coming in. Take the time to listen.

December 4th, 2010 - Saturday - Love



Open your heart today and love others. Today is a day to open up. LOVE. Concentrate on love today.

December 3rd, 2010 - Friday - Adjustment



Today you could be making a legal decision. Make sure you are balanced and aware of the long term consequences of any decision you make today. Breathe.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

December 2nd, 2010 - Thursday - Truce



You pulled this card upside down today. You are the one who needs to make a concession today. you are the one judging others. It is time to forgive and move on. Be self aware. Look at where you are judging others. Find it inside yourself and root it out.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

December 1st, 2010 - Wednesday - Luxury



You are going into EXCESS. Addiction. Things are breaking down.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

November 30th, 2010 - Tuesday - Princess of Swords



Good morning! It's definitely winter now. Cold as hell here in Utah. Some really bitter temperatures for November. Today we pulled the Princess of Swords. Swords are always in your mind, so right off the bat that's not necessarily a good thing. The Princess is a Court Card, which means it represents people. So today this card could refer to OTHER people in your life, or it could refer to aspects of yourself. You'll have to breathe into that to figure it out, and/or just watch and see. The Princess of Swords often takes on too much. She over extends. She tries to do everything. So look at the person in your life today who does too much, and over extends . That person... might be you.

Monday, November 29, 2010

November 29th, 2010 - Monday - Strength



Good morning! December and Christmas are right around the corner! Today we got the 9 of wands, the Strength Card. Right side up, it means I have the strength to continue. Energy is moving in my direction. Upside down says I have strength in some areas, weakness in others, and my strength comes in my ability to ADAPT to things today.

So today, consider that when i hit something I feel I can't do, or I get tired, or feel the energy move against me... I should not give up. I just need to shift a little to the left or to the right, and I will be able to get back into the flow of right action and get what I need finished.

Send out love today. Open wide.

November 28th, 2010 - Sunday - The Star



Seems like we've had this card a lot lately. Today there is hope to your life . A new flow of energy and action is here today.

November 27th, 2010 - Saturday - Knight of Cups



Today, on Saturday, make sure you don't fall into addictions. This card came upside down. normally it would denote the idea of a spiritual journey, seeking some emotional fulfillment, but upside down it warns of addictions and pursuing dreams that aren't grounded or authentic. I think even though I pulled the card upside down, that the true reading for Saturday is right side up. I can feel that.

November 26th, 2010 - Friday - Worry



This came upside down today. I am worrying to the point of getting sick. Work on yourself first. Things are unstable beneath, and the solution is to work on yourself first.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

November 25th 2010 - Thursday - The Emperor



Aries Card for Thanksgiving! Upside down though! Means I may not be standing up for what I believe, or I may have a need to be right. Do I have any unresolved issues with my father? Or my kids? Or with someone of authority? At work?I may feel inadequate with the challenges. What reality have I chosen that I need to unchoose?

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

November 24th, 2010 - Wednesday - The Hanged Man



Lot of repeats here . The Hanged Man, upside down too! Angels of Suffering and Struggle. Feeling trapped by circumstances. Emotions are torturing the soul. Let go of your old mindset. Moving deeper into your shadow. This is good, but you are bound up and stuck. Let it out. Time to make some internal changes to do with your shadow.

So ask myself, what am I not letting go? Reversed I'm holding onto something. A belief? A job? A relationship? I am willing to SUFFER greatly to hold onto something that I shouldn't. This could very well be my brother, and I need to man up, and let that relationship really go. I am willing to go into a bad relationship with someone who will only hurt me just to get a recipe.

How much misery am I willing to put up with in that relationship? In my job? In my beliefs? Suffering is caused by our unwillingness to adapt to the changing circumstances. It takes energy to stay stuck. Believe in yourself. Believe in ME. I must believe in myself. The theme that constantly hits me. Believing in myself. FREEDOM AND ENERGY will result.

How does the MIND cause this suffering? Ego wants to stop my surrender. The creative side of my shadow needs to come out. Thank you Ego! But we don't need to hold onto this one. We can let it go!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

November 23rd, Tuesday 2010 - Abundance



Abundance again! Today is a good day! And of course, a day of blizzards! Blizzard of Abundance. Good stuff, and good stuff to share.

Monday, November 22, 2010

November 22nd, 2010 - Monday - Cruelty


Someone could be being Cruel to you. Like turning your Gas off and letting you freeze in the middle of winter. Yep. They could be cruel. Or you might be cruel to yourself.

November 21st, 2010 - Sunday - The Fool



UPSIDE DOWN - You are resisting the change that is happening. Where are you resisting change and not coming into your own confidence and power? Where are you afraid? You know it is your fear that is holding you back.

November 20th, 2010 - Saturday - The Hanged Man



You are not letting go. How miserable are you willing to become before you let go?

What are you holding on? It could be a fear. A fear that you aren't good enough, and aren't strong enough, and aren't suppose to live a life of goodness and power and dominance.

November 19th, Friday - 2010 - The Star



The card of hope! There is hope for what you want and need. Good flow is working for you today.

November 18th, Thursday - Prudence



Be prudent with money and expenses. Don't push.

November 17th, Wednesday 2010 - Abundance



Lots of good stuff. All the emotions should open you up! Share!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

November 16th - Tuesday - Ace of Cups



Idealistic love. Beginning of love. Emotions overflow. You believe everything will be fine because love conquers all (or so you think). It is the belief of Happily Ever After. Quest for the Holy Grail. This card suggests we go with the flow, don't push against it. It is a YES card.


Monday, November 15, 2010

November 15th, 2010 - Monday - Power



POWER!! It's fun to say Power, no? The short information on this card is this: You have accomplished a great deal and you are learning about power and responsibility. Okay, what does that mean for you though? This is a Sun Capricorn card. There is illumination inside of you, so you are feeling more and more powerful. This is a good thing. It's like having confidence. So today should just naturally be a day of confidence in yourself. Remember, this is just for today, so it might be small, it might be subtle. This confidence also means strength of character, and integrity. It's a GOOD power. So today, become aware of your confidence, your integrity, and... USE IT. Do something that the universe needs doing today. DO IT. Today is a good day to exercise power!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

November 14th, 2010 - Sunday - Prince of Cups



Look to where you want to control others and fulfill your own needs. You probably should take a break from controlling others today, just observe them and watch. Don't get to worried about others, or your own needs . If you feel a need, watch it, observe it, pay attention to it, but don't give in to it and for sure as hell don't push someone else into fulfilling your need. If you need attention and someone walks in the room, observe your need and smile through it, but don't engage them with egoic bullshit to try and get them to pay attention to you. And if they do pay attention, just relax and see through THAT as well!

November 13th, Saturday - Ace of Wands



I got this upside down today, so that means Energy is moving against me at the time. Why is it moving against me? I don't know. But it did, and I was relaxed into it.

November 12th, Friday - Prince of Disks



Traditionally plodding along to my goal. Careful not to become dull or boring! Money is not more important than your connections with others.

November 11th, Thursday - Works



Laying the foundation for the future! Things are in the works. Keep going today.