June 18th - Queen of Swords

I got the Queen of Swords upside down today. Swords are always a mental card. Sign of Marriage and Partnership. Balance. Justice. This is one of those cards that suggests that you need to MAKE a commitment. Sometimes we don't make commitment because we don't want to be pinned down, but this card suggests that today making the commitment frees you up and lets you move forward.

I can see this with Jennie and my kids and my business. Sometimes I want to put off making decisions. It's a weird habit. Don't want to be pinned down, but the flow tells me when I need to make a decision and it actually does free me up.

I got this card upside down today, so let's go see what THAT means, shall we? This card is like some kind of female mind. I think it's like the masculine side of a woman. Feminine MIND. She sees through the bullshit. This card reminds me of Jennie a lot. She is like that. But for me, what does it mean? I'm not sure. I feel into it being reversed, and I'm thinking it's like thinking too much. Go to feeling, cut away the bullshit in MY OWN MIND, and go down deep into the darkness and come forth with clarity and power. There is more I don't know yet.