June 30, 2012~ Saturday~ Strife~ When a large energetic force encounters a large energetic block there will be war. Your weapons in this war are purity of intent, a constant tending of the fire that got you here in the first place, an ability to stay out of the mire and see beyond the war to what is true, and the courage to surrender into what's next. Most importantly, step back from your war, and recognize that most times you are fighting against yourself.

June 29th, 2012 - Friday - Strength

June 29th, 2012 - Friday - Strength - Well... we needed something good to happen after this long week and what we get is light in the form of... strength... shine the light into your shadow... shine the light... into your SHADOW.  Those words drip with fear...  go into the attic, open the shutters, and let in the light!  Today you'll shine a little light back on others.   The healing will give you strength.

June 28th, 2012 - Thursday - Ace of Swords

June 28th, 2012 - Thursday - Ace of Swords - A return to the swords... sorrow's message was to let go... disappointment's message was to let go... and here it is again:  Today you are going to be forced to let go of something you are clinging to.  And the warning is high and wide: If you don't let go... it will be taken from you. That big green sword is being wielded by mighty force.  Today you are going to surrender whether you want to or not.

June 27th, 2012 - Wednesday - Disappointment

June 27th, 2012 - Wednesday - Disappointment - Sigh... from the sorrow of the mind yesterday to the pain of the heart today.  Someone has disappointed you... and dying flowers fall... The answer though... is the same... let go... let go of the thoughts, let go and allow the pain to wash over you.  The message came clear... you will not die... this will not kill you...

June 26th, 2012 - Tuesday - Sorrow

June 26th, 2012 - Tuesday - Sorrow - Seeps slowly through... heavy open heart... sadness wells up from wells within your mind...  your thoughts are bringing you despair because... you can't let go of something.  Hold on tight Sogyal told me last night, and you lose it... let go and there is freedom...see see see... say hello to your sorrow and let it go...the emptiness will then begin to cultivate joy...

June 25th, 2012 - Monday - Wealth

June 25th, 2012 - Monday - Wealth - 10 of Disks -  A Virgo Card - The ground moves and gives forth her bounty.  Death has stalked the land, but life is not far behind.  He takes, she gives.  Know what you want and open to receive: Life has something to give you today.

June 24th, 2012 - Sunday - Love

June 23rd, 2012 - Saturday - Indolence

June 22nd, 2012 - Friday - The Tower

June 22nd, 2012 - Friday - The Tower - Ah... I've been looking for this card. It has been looming on the horizon.  The message?  Let it go.  Let it all go.  Receive the blessings of the tower.  The old structure has been ripped away.  It's gone.  The only barrier between you and peace is your ego telling you: "NO.  We must rebuild it."  But you shouldn't.  No no no.  Let it go.  Let the Dark Tower fall, and let the worlds pass away in euphoric release.  The current grabs you...... let it wash you wither it would take you.  Surrender so totally that you cease to exist as anything but light and love..The Tower's great blessing is upon you...

June 21st, 2012 - Thursday - Indolence

Stuck again... the theme...

June 20th, 2012 - Wednesday - Prudence

Patience...

June 19th, 2012 - Tuesday - Priestess

Listen inside.

June 17th, 2012 - Sunday - Cruelty

Sunday, June 17~ Cruelty~ Slice, slice, slice, cut, stab, rip, tear, gut. Ahhhh..... the Cruelty card. The niggling plethora of mind chatter that bombards our essential core everyday. Some days it is louder than others. Today it is SCREAMING! Point that sword to the places that actually need to be cut away. The places that do not serve. Stop routing all your energy towards areas that in the grand, lovely scheme of things are really just serving as distractions.

June 16th, 2012 - Saturday - Swiftness

Sorry we got behind on all these.  Catching up!  This was last Saturday's card.  Communication.  Big fail on this one, as I did not do what I was indicated.

June 18th, 2012 - Monday - Luxury - Within our current state character development we have reached excess.  This could be anything for you, but whatever rut you are in, it's a rut.  Deep and dry and confining.  Your tires and stuck in the rut and you are going doing a path that no longer serves you.  It is time to break out, shake things up today.  Crank that wheel.  The old comforts, soothing though they maybe, need to be set aside.  The old way of doing things... no longer serves.  Throw off your security blanket, get away from your excessive feelings you are corruptly 'luxuriating' in today.  Change the pattern, or the universe will change it for you.

June 15th, 2012 - Friday - Ruin

June 15th, 2012 - Friday - Ruin - Yep, we got Ruin again... Angry insanity... What we have is some deep pain inside and our MIND is not dealing with it correctly. That's a nice way of saying you are going insane, you are out of touch with reality, and your mind is in control and it's not driving the speed limit. Your thoughts betray you. Your thinking betrays you. It can't be trusted. Bend, wobble, shake, dance, MOVE, but don't think, move that hurt up through your body and go mindless. Right now if you could cut your head off, it would be a good move.

June 14th, 2012 - Thursday - Knight of Disks

June 14th, 2012 - Thursday - Knight of Disks - So yesterday was ruinous and that turned out to be a good thing. The friction is real, and we're breaking through old realities into something fresh and not just a little painful. So where do you go from being so stuck? The fires have burned the forest and now... the forest has a few shoots that are poking their heads up. We have endured the ruin to our advantage, opening through it, and now, today, we get this message: One day at a time. Bring your family together in appreciation, and take a step. Just one little shoot growing in a previously ravaged landscape.  -Personally, I enjoyed the ruin yesterday and thought YES, how can I drive through that ruin and break out of this reality?  I need more money, I need more freedom, I embrace Death, I embrace my insanity.  BUT what do I get the next day?  HUH?  Knight of Disks, plodding, appreciative, and one day at a time.  FUCK.  The Tarot has a sense of humor, that's all there is to it.

June 13th, 2012 - Wednesday - Ruin

June 13th, 2012 - Wednesday - Ruin - Fragmenting from this reality...You can't see a way out. Yep. Stuck.

June 12th, 2012 - Tuesday - Worry

June 11th, 2012 - Hermit

June 10th, 2012 - Sunday - Star

June 9th, 2012 - Saturday - Indolence

June 8th, 2012 - Friday - The Magus Trickster

June 8th, 2012 - Friday - And in honor of James (my teacher who passed) again, I pull a card. The irony and gratitude washes over me. I have long ago privately nicknamed James 'The Trickster' for his shapeshifting and his magic, and so it is honorably fitting that this morning I pull: The Magus - Trickster.

June 7th, 2012 - Thursday - Sorrow

June 7th, 2012 - Thursday - I've been off from doing the cards for a few days, but as I return today, on a morning I learned of the news of a dear teacher of mine passing away, I of course, fittingly, pull the Sorrow card. That just last w...eek we spoke at length about death, and life, and courage, and above all FREEDOM, is so amazing to me. There is a sad perfection to the universe, and I hope I have the courage to accept it and open to it, as he taught specifically to do just last week. "To be free of the fear of death, so that you are free to shine open your gifts to the world," were among his last words to me.

June 6th, 2012 - Wednesday - Truce

June 5th, 2012 - Tuesday - Futility

June 4th, 2012 - Monday - Strife

Jun 3rd, 2012 - Sunday - Valour

June 2nd, 2012 - Saturday - The Knight of Cups

June 1st, 2012 - Friday - Prince of Disks

June 1st, 2012 - Friday - Prince of Disks - Yoga... bend your limbs into a flexible positions.  Yoga your mind, yoga your spirit.  Become flexible today.  There are days when the call is to sink in and set your feet and don't move an inch... today isn't that way.  Today be aware of change... that constant feminine flow of EVERYTHING you see.  If you don't flex, you or someone you know could get angry.... a little feminine flow of a different time, tearing down and apart.  Get out of your rut today.  Bend over backwards.