Tuesday, January 15, 2013
January 15th, 2013 - Tuesday - Futility
January 15th, 2012 - Tuesday - Futility - I asked an interesting question today as I pulled this card: What do I need? The answer: Futility. That is interesting. We all have a little bastard in our head that tells us everything we do is futile and we are losers. We spend a great deal of energy finding ways to nullify that little bastard. Ignore him. Drown him out. But what if he's actually telling you the truth? And I think he is. In 100 years we'll all be dead. The universe if 15-16 billion years old. We ARE insignificant. What we do does NOT matter. Am I being depressing here? Or just honest? This isn't a rant of whining and bitching. This is just the truth. We are meaningless, our lives our meaningless. Knowing that, what do we do with our lives? See I think it's better to pass through the eye of futility, realize we are authentically meaningless and futile and useless, smile, and then move on and live our life fully. Have you ever met those types of people who are so full of themselves that you want to retch? They are so convinced what they are doing is saving the planet, or helping people, and that it's SO important. Well... it's not. Nothing is important. This is a duelistic universe and people are striving to achieve, and the enjoy the PURSUIT of spiritual aims, but have no deep desire to achieve them. Else they would get up and leave the amusement park. Out of here. Why bother with the gerbil wheel? Life IS futile. Be authentic. Know this. Feel it. Cry sad tears for your useless life, and then get up and do something as a gift to someone. A gift that will be unappreciated and forgotten, and in the end meaningless... but a gift none the less.
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