June 28th, 2013 - Friday - Prayer - Oppression - As I shuffled the cards I prayed for the thing I want most in the world: To wake up. To grow up. To become a Human Adult. I see clearly and then to act clearly. The Sun card flipped out... the biggest yes. I put it back in the deck, continued to shuffle, and then pulled... Oppression Reversed!!!
The universe has a sense of humor, but it also is saying something: It is warning you that while you are sincere in your prayer to wake up and see clearly... see this: Your desire to wake up is going to stir some serious anger. Being kept in the dark can piss you off. And that is good. When you realize you aren't awake, you are fake, a piece of shit, you get up and get pissed and do something about it. Channel this anger, if it is against you. You are triggering it by waking up. The ducks on the pond don't want you to fly away. They want you to sit in the pig pen with them and shit all over the place and wallow. Use your anger! Feel it! Let it flow through you!
Really... let it out. Let it out... kill the ego. Journey to freedom.
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