Monday, November 2nd 2009

Good morning! So this morning's card for me was The Magus Bear Dreamer, and Jennie's card was Success! After the ruin of yesterday, she needs a little success! :) The Magus Bear Dreamer is one of the trump cards, the first one after the fool, and is a positive card. The bear dreamer version says to stay in your head! That today the call and the peace comes deep within. Isn't that cool, since yesterday I was filled with sexual rage and tension, today I'm at peace (apparently I moved enough enough furniture) and should look within for my answers. Let's read some more about it, but first let's take a look at it:

Note there is a lot of symbolism in the cards, which I haven't really touched on. We learned a lot about that in the class, and Jennie seems to understand that a heck of a lot better than I do. So I'm just going off the card interpretation more than the symbols in the card, but you can see the guy is being held by a big bear and he's dreaming.

So the angel for this card is the Angel of Communication through introspection and dreaming. So look WITHIN to get communication! This card tells you to turn inward!

On the physical level: The universe is asking me to stop and reevaluate my present circumstances before I begin. I wonder if this means selling Magic the Gathering? Or something else? It says I might be frustrated that things are not moving like I want them to. This could mean not having enough sex with Jennie. But it says to not worry. To not worry about her, but worry about me. Hmm? Could THAT be it? Not sure. This card is asking me to get ready INSIDE for change on the outside. Get ready before it happens. Get set. Turn inward and be totally ready to receive the change and start the journey. It says to imagine what the next step would be if I got what I have been asking for.

What if Jennie was a totally open companion? That's a good question to ask. What if she was really feminine and really CHALLENGED me with her feminine force. I have been trying to pull it out, but what if it FULLY comes out. That could be challenging and overwhelming. Am I ready for that? Or what if it's something else. Whatever it is, the chard is saying, get ready for the increased success and blessing you want in your life, no matter what it is.

Emotionally it says to face parts of yourself that you are afraid of. So on your quiet inward journey, what are you afraid of? Go there.

Spiritually it's pretty much the same thing. Go to where you are afraid. What is your TRUTH? Are you facing it? You are looking for spiritual wisdom that is FOR YOU. What is TRUE FOR ME? Be flexible. "This is what is true for me now in this moment, but as I grow nad evolve in the next moment that may change."

Go deep inside and communicate DEEPLY with your inner self. This is a separate from the chatter around you. Today... you need to seek your own wisdom deep inside. And trust it. Think subtly, subconcious, inspiration, higher planes of consciousness. Clairvoyance!

This card tells me to turn inwards today. I'm not sure if it relates to anything in my personal life right now that we've been talking about, but I will try to be quiet today, and calm, and peaceful, and look within for answers.

Love!

Okay Jennie pulled the Success Card! I'll look over it for a minute:

Six of Disks! - Here is the card:

Remember, I'm not trying to discuss how the card relates to Jennie. That is her own personal journey. But I'm just going over the card as a way to learn more about these cards:

This card basically says you are ready! Go for it! You are all settled. The pieces are in place. You have the skills, the knowledge, the confidence, the universe is aligned. Go for it. Tomorrow it might be different, but today you feel good and everything is looking up.

This is a YES card, a good positive card. Good things will happen today, go for it!