Thursday, November 5, 2009

Thursday, November 5th 2009


Today was the Empress Trump Card!

The angels of the Femine Protective Nurturing Mother. Agnel of the Physical Mother

The Planet of Love and Pleasure!

So... what does this mean for me? Jennie says I ALWAYS pull this card and that the univesrse is trying to tell me something. WHAT? I don't know. The Path says: The key to awareness is self-love. Take time to be with yourself. Do something uplifting and fun.

So for today, that's good advice. Let's be quiet, and do something fun that I need, and be quiet and alone. I want to organize my house, that would be fun. Watching the Office would be fun. What could I do alone? Writing this blog is fun and usually uplifting. Hm... Get back to basics and rekindle the simplicitiy in my life.

You know, I've been feeling a bit of that in my new house. It's so big and new, and I want to enjoy it. I felt that energy the other day when I was playing with my dog Churchill on the carpet. Just laying on the carpet and playing and having fun. That was just so COOL! I need to go and spend some time playing with the dogs. That would be uplifting and homeish. I should eat better, sleep more and get back to the DANCE of life! I like this card! It keeps coming up and the universe IS trying to tell me something.

I also know I need to get out and hike around my new home. That is WITHOUT A DOUBT something that I've been feeling. Get out and get outside. :) That is cool.

Emotionally I think it's a good idea to reconnect with family. Like my kids! Do something fun with them all. Make sure to protect Ame in particular! Watch a Movie. Play a board game. Just hang out. I felt this the other day when the kids were coming in late and going out. I said, we need to all be together in the house. We don't necessarily need to be doing the same thing, (though that would be nice) but we need to all just be home and spend time together. Nothing is cooler than doing that. I love when the kids come in and watch TV with Jennie and me, like So You Think You Can Dance, or Hell's Kitchen, or American Idol. We used to watch a lot more TV together in the past, and I miss just spending time with my kids.

Oh and eating dinner together! That is so fun and exciting to do, of course I love to cook, which is something I've got to do again recently and it's been just great. I make a neat Potato Soup and Tomato Soup. And Jennie makes a great Malibu Chicken!

Where may I be of assistant to others? With Jennie, to be her fire and her rock. Both! :) And the kids, to be their protectors, and listen to them and help them navigate the tough years of teenage stuff. They need me more than ever, with no mother, and losing their Grandmother. you can't take for Granted that they are just OKAY even when they SEEM okay. They need regular family meetings and life lessons. I know this because I can feel it and it is so consistent.

How can I nurture myself? Jennie? My kids? My Dad? The world? How can I get in touch with that oh so mysterious and strange feminine and let it flow through me in natural cycles? Today?

Self love! Get the brain and the spirit together today. It is time to rejoice and be happy. I am nurting myself and others, and it is a beautiful experience full of love and sharing. I have done well and I feel success.

Do I need to slow down and nurture myself? - ABSOLUTELY!

Am i giving too much of myself away? - In some areas probably

How do I express my love and compassion in the real world on a daily basis? - Good question. Through Hugs?

Who do I need to learn to hope my heart to? - My kids? Jennie? Myself?

Why am I afraid to love? - I'm not. But what aspect am I afraid to love?

How can i be loved if I am holding parts of myself away from others? - Not very well, can I? But I've been opening up lately, particularly to Jennie.

Speaking of Jennie, check out her blog: http://www.wherethehellisjenniestarotblog.com/


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